hold on stop the presses, how do I have cancer yet I feel SOOO good?

Yep, you got it. I’m continually perplexed by this feeling, I have cancer, I have stage 4 Hodgkin’s Lymphoma, and! I feel healthier and more alive then I ever have in my life.

Bizarre it is to me. very bizarre!

I realize that a lot has to do with coming out to San Diego, slowing my life down, cleaning out my body and my habits of the things that haven’t been helping me be healthy, such as sugar, dairy, soy, wheat, fuel for fire spinning, city smog and stress. I recognize that I’m really lucky to be able to take this time in my life to clean up my shit and get healthy.. but geeze.. I look in the mirror and at times have to remind myself that there are some crazy mutating cells in my body that are trying to have a party and get my good cells to join their party. it’s a mutation party. lol
luckily I’m not so into parties at the moment, nor is my body! so thus my cells are on a boycott with this mutation, they say HELL NO we won’t mutate. giggle.
And I fully support them on their boycott, with yoga, green foods, oxygen, lots of rest, meditation, sunshine, and LIFE!
and off the crazy mutating cells go running, across the border to Tiuana Mexico, these mutating cells are not a big fan of healthy things. scares the crap out of them.